just realized that all of my journals are me apologizing for not being on more often.
I've been dealing with bouts of anxiety and depression and some other things.
I work on stuff but very rarely do I feel remotely satisfied with what I make and it won't get posted. a lot of the things I do post I'm not entirely satisfied with.
school has been rough for me lately for many personal reasons so I've been dealing with that
I've been sick a lot and it's just been hard to deal with everything. stuff just piled up and you think you're fine until you're so not okay that you're panicking and everything is stressful and you get it back to where it's not drowning you but just piling then you lose motivation to fix it again. then it drowns you again. rinse and repeat.
I'm fine. I just felt like you deserve to know why I'm so inactive. I'm (hopefully) not dying or going to die right now. I'm just so tired.
So I finished a huge project yesterday. It was a faun-style mini donkey for a friend, and it was completely handsewn so it took really long, also used up all f my grey fur, so I have to get some more before I can make my grey plushies.
would anybody be interested if I made little plushies of all of the non-rare cat's faces and sold them like either through PayPal here or on etsy?
I might even do some rare cats if requested or if they're simple enough.
just realized that all of my journals are me apologizing for not being on more often.
I've been dealing with bouts of anxiety and depression and some other things.
I work on stuff but very rarely do I feel remotely satisfied with what I make and it won't get posted. a lot of the things I do post I'm not entirely satisfied with.
school has been rough for me lately for many personal reasons so I've been dealing with that
I've been sick a lot and it's just been hard to deal with everything. stuff just piled up and you think you're fine until you're so not okay that you're panicking and everything is stressful and you get it back to where it'
So I finished a huge project yesterday. It was a faun-style mini donkey for a friend, and it was completely handsewn so it took really long, also used up all f my grey fur, so I have to get some more before I can make my grey plushies.
I'll upload pics if you guys ask
adios
I've been pretty busy and unorganized and pretty awful about getting things done.
I plan to change that.
Just like not right now.
sorrryyy
But I'll write some journals until I get my stuff together
(that might be a while as i have school and irl and such)
K thanks Bye